Nuraa's Life

So Cold.

2009-10-16T19:56:00.000-07:00

I want my baby back
It's so cold without her
Cold without her
She's gone
Now I'm alone, no one to hold on
Cause she was the only one
And I know I was dead wrong
But if you youuuu
If youuu
See her sooonn
Ask her will she forgive me

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down, talk to her
Then tell her it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I want her
I really want her to come back home, back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
And come back home, keep me safe and warm

Now my baby's really gone
I don't know if she's coming home
My love's up, I fucked up
I know
Tell me what to do to get her back
Back where her heart belongs, been gone from me for way too long

So if youuu, seen my boo
Please can youuuu
Can you tell her for me

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Then tell her it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Here without her
And tell her I miss her
Tell her I need her
Tell her I want her
I really want her to come back home, back to keep me warm
Tell her I'm sorry, I'm really sorry
Can you forgive me?
Please forgive me
And come back home, keep me safe and warm

- no idea what he says right here-

If you ever see her
If you ever meet her
If you ever get a chance to sit down and talk to her
Let her know it's so cold
It's so cold, it's so cold
Without her

tgif with eza & Raya with the dudes & dudettes;

2009-10-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

It has been tremendously long, since i updated this blog of mine.. eversince somethin happen, which was very unfair! But, nevertheless. i have fulli recovered & now im looking forward to everything that is happening nxt month & in the future.. some may know, so to those who dont. just wait for wads to come! For the meantime, enjoy the pics which are long overdued. Haha!

There are too many pictures for me to upload, the rest are on Facebook. :]

Eid with the dudes & dudettes!

A day out with love & Eza!

2009-08-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

Its like they say. " You'll Rise & Fall "

Meetup with my two sayang.

2009-08-18T22:31:00.001-07:00

The Ladies Of Sephora ION.

2009-08-03T22:14:00.001-07:00

4 Days and finally my first off for the week. nothing to elaborate,

just have fun viewing these photos.

2009-07-29T23:21:00.000-07:00

you may not have a good management. but, when u have great frens. work will be superbly fun. stay tuned for more updates. :)

Happy 21st & Happy 22nd.

2009-07-20T22:25:00.000-07:00

I had a great weekend. though is was kinda tiring. and i was superbly tired the next day for work. its aite. Anyways, went out with love and watched the haunting. the movie was scarry. and i can say, its a good movie.. after that. love sent me home, thingking that i had to take care of my neice. he rushed to send me home on time. padahal2. * evil laugs * didnt he know, that me & his friends all has somethin planned for him later that night. and.. now i can officially say that my bf is kinda slenge indeed. all that hints i gave him he still did not geddit. tsk. never mind. at 12 plus. bom called to tell me that dzik is alreadi otw, so i rushed down to take a cab. and below is the outcome. enjoy! And not to forget, thank you to those whom wished me happy birthday!to nadres hadi, who was the first person to wish me happy birthday & eyla for the blog wish and the rest whom wished me happy birthday thru facebook & text. ily you all. sad to say. i never got to celebrate this birthday, due to work.. but its ok.. i shall wait for next yr! :]

The birthday boy.

That superbly expensive & delicious chocolate cake.

Paiseh, Shocked & Happy.

The person on the right, who helped me with the plan.

And after all the fun, more fun begin. late night riding with the boys. :]

I reached home, At 6 in the morning and i had only 2 hrs of sleep before i woke upfor a banglaish day at work. :] imagine how zombieish i must have been? i even drank 5 cups of coffee, just to keep myself awake. lineing up for h1n1 check.
Those whom never fail to make my day. :]

And now, i cant wait for the weekends to come. :]

Who the fuck is that?

2009-07-12T21:00:00.001-07:00

WARNING HEAVY PICUTRES!

Last Friday:

;was spent withe eyla, after yonks not meeting her.. finally shes no longer busy.. So, we met at tamp for the search of my engagement ring.. We talked, We laughed did some shopping & After the long hours of walking.. below is what we have collected. haha. Courtesy of Tian Po & Poh Heng.

After hours of searching we finally found the winner. :) Thank you eyla for bein super patient with me.there was soo many, and i couldnt make up my mind.. till i found this one. :) and now im happy. now enjoy the pictures.

What happens at work? when girls get bored? we take pictures! and i mean alot of pictures. i can say, im enjoying working at sephora, though at times there are just people who tend to ruin the atmosphere. its ok.. i have these people to make my day.

After hours with boyfriend & friends.Spent my saturday with these people. Late night movie & e-gaming. because these two below.. wanted to play left for dead.. i was left, surfing the net.. facebooking..
see these two below, kusyuk main game..
Thingking of the day.

2009-07-06T03:34:00.000-07:00

The time will come soon; and i cant wait till i can officially call you mine love. thank you for bein the best bf ever. though at times we do have ups & downs i believe that your heart is as pure as a white dove.

Alot has been happening these past few months. but yet i have no time to update, with work & training. my daily routine has been very occupied with the new work life.. though things are hectic at the moment. i cant ask for more because everyday, i am learning new things & also meeting new people.

And on a lighter note, plans for both me & love are set.. i'm excited yet stressed. but, not to worry i have alot of experienced people to help me out. :) this week will be engagement ring hunting for me. and i will be joined by non other than miss eyla. excited ? indeed! and i hop that ring, that ive been eyeing on will still be available.

Lets pray hard shall we. :)

One Fullerton Starbucks with eeedah & ezaa;

2009-06-29T05:06:00.001-07:00

Indeed i had a great night with eedah & ezaa, though it was impromptu.

Thank you girls, for making my night. and sorie hor for the bacin face. baru balek training lor. lols.

Urban Beauty Training;

2009-06-28T04:48:00.001-07:00

Training this whole week has been stressing me out.

from fragrance to skincare plus exams. can u just imagine how much we girls have to absorb?

its stressful. indeed i havent been updating much & im truly sorie. i have alot to tell.

but not to woory. i will soon. this will be just a short one. as i am currently not feeling well.

i will try to update more soon. :) meanwhile enjoy these pics. sephora babes for you.

Off days.

2009-06-16T21:01:00.000-07:00

4 days of work. and finally my day off. geez. penat lor. dammit. work is.. fine? though tiring.

weekends is just around the corner. the best thing? saturday!? im off. which means. i have to make full use of it.

the sad part. sunday keje petg. baah! and. besok keje pagy. but, its ok.. i love working morning. time passes by way

faster. saturday is goin to be great though. love, is meeting my parents. tak tau dier gairah ker takot.

lol. and all because, brother had foound about him and wasnt very happy that he rides a bike. brother kept saying.

that hes a " budak cutting " lols. padahal tkk. apa daa. he was abit furious tat im with love. but lepas tu ok.

nk jadi protective brother lah kan. tsk. mummy & daddy on the other hand? just said, i want to meet him.

and mum said, " alhamdullilalah la, klau org dier baik " harhar. the best part is. they got some info wrong. like..

love bein " hitam manis " sejak bila dier gelap ehh? haarr. sorry sikit. so we shall wait and see what happens.

lets hope he dosent get scared of dad. anyways, i dont have any pictures currently. but not to worry. i'll snap some soon! till then. xoxo.

Life at sephora;

2009-06-11T20:38:00.000-07:00

Yes, finally! off day.. boy, was it a very tiring two days of work.. tiring but fun i guess. i've met alot of new faces. and, well it's not as bad as it seems.. i made alot of new frens indeed. fika, fira, melissa, candy, rocher, neisha, hidi, aimi, yati, fadilah & loads more, some i realli cant remeber their names. haas. mybad. Had my training with lizza my buddy on the first day of work.. she was telling me about all the sephora products. but! bein me, i couldnt absorb all that info into these brains of mine. hahas. and it was my first day. gimme a break la cummon.. after awhile, i got the hang of things and sold alot of products. was telling love, and he said;

" of coz la, ur favourite pe, of u know how to sell.."

At first, customers wern't quiet sure with the procuct till i offered to give them a demo. once they saw the diffrence, they immediately said " ok we'll get two please" haas. nk kene demo baru nk beli.. adoooi. and then there was this indo customer, she bought a whole lot of stuff and guess how much she spent!? $1,500.. she just kept saying, ok i'll take it. and without hesitation eh. just say like that. i guess, thats wad u get when u have alot of money. haas. all that fun, and at the end of the day.. my veins were popping up & askin for major massage. thank god love picked me up.. i didnt have to take the train. so i get to rest my leg whilst on the bike. how sweet can bf's be? love said to me, " i drop u off bawa blk k.. i know ur tired..awww. and then lepas tu. he offered to rub my feet for me. sweet kan? ily you peanuts. wednesday marked our 5months. we didnt get to celebrate, but it aite.. we still have months & months to go. well, today is my off day. i shall rest and rejuvenate at home today. sat im working morning & sun too. baaah! work again. but tkper at least weekends tk keje afternoon..

First day of sephora training;

2009-06-08T02:30:00.000-07:00

a new day, a new me; just reached home from work training. damn shacked & moodless. thurs shall be a long day for me. but, on a happier note i shall hope for a cheerful weekend ahead. nothing can be better than spending weekends with love & his frens;

just you & me love; planning for the future has definetly put a smile on my face.

Gossip Girls season 2 / The Hills season 5 Marathon

2009-06-03T02:44:00.000-07:00

Bein at home these few days, has realli been good. i was able to sit down and have my very own gossip girl/ the hills marathon.. and not forgetting shopaholic,17again & bride wars all thanks to love. i indeed am having a very good rest at home whilst waiting for work to resume, weekends is just around the corner. & i have yet to receive that cheque im suppose to be getting from borders.. baaa! how egitating issit? bein broke leaves me with no choice but to sit at home & rot at home.. love says its a good thing, so i can rejuvenate myself b4 resuming work again... so i guess i have to start on 90210 season 2. maybe tomorrow. the best thing is mummy & daddylove will be bck in weeks to come, which means! delicious home cooked food & of coz the luxury of daddys credit card in yours truly's hands *smiles* apart from that dear cousins are all coming down, initially it was all suppose to be a suprise, but! how could they resist telling me!! i'd be the one who has to plan all the appointments with hairdressers. on a lighter note, yours truly's & babylove's bday is just around the corner. the only sad part is, due to my schedule will i even be able to celebrate bday with love? lets just pray hard. anyways till nxt tyme, xoxo.

And Finally, the chuck bass said those three little words " i love you" and i have to say, season 2 was way better than season 1 more drama & gossip & the best thing of allwe all still don't know who, xoxo gossip girls season. and im very much looking forward to season 3.

And that was also the end of Season 5 for The Hills, and guess whos back? Kirsten Caveillari. Lets all wait for this fall for season 6 aye? bet, it will be more exciting.

My life would suck without you;

2009-05-31T19:08:00.000-07:00

My life would suck without you..

Siti Nabila Huda & Nurulhuda Jamil,4 Years of friendship & still standing strong. i love you more & more everyday.and not to worry, ur chris brown will come running to you one fine day,but! last warning, dun scare it away. *chuckles*

I had a superbly great weekends. started off with friday with the usual cliques, and usual down to esplanade to hear some good old music. geezz, alot of familiar faces.. we all hanged out at esplanade, till everyone was starting to get very hot and sticky, due to the impulsive heat. damn! nowadays eh. the weather cannot make it i tell you. 7 more days till work starts, great! nomore weekends off. pffts. anways, weekends as i was saying, was a blast. friday, esplanade, saturday shopping with love toooo no other than orchard road of coz.. parked the bike at ceneileisure at headed off to paragon. searching for longchamp. bf was saying. " alamak, bag kecik gini harga cibai eh? " lols. and then he said, might as well tk yah beli so simple yet so xepnsive.. men arh. realli dun understand, nevertheless i decided not to buy it, thanks to eyla uh! lols. so then after we were done walking around paragon, we headed off to ngee ann first shop! burberry's. that bag costed $1,500.. omg! i tell you if i buy, i will be broke for the rest of my life. hahaha. aftwe burberry's we went into chanel coco.. this is super funni.. walked and walked until i saw the bag that eyla dreams of having one day.. and i said to love.. " me: love, i nak bag ni one day, bleh?" "him:bleh uh, berapa ratus aje kan.." iyerlah tu.. berapa ratus eh, as i opened the bag to view the price.. the numbers basically gave me a shock of my life $4,820! omg!! giler peeee! i showed the price to love, and he took one big gulp and said " sialah! harga moto i sey! more expesive some more! and for what a small bag! " his reaction was classic. lols. after chanel, we stopped at louis vuitton to check out the bag that i've been eyeing for. and well, to my suprise.. the price was actualli quiet reasonable, even love said " aaaah, nih mcm ok tk melampau sgt" hahas. i know what i want. now i just have to decide for the design. *smiles* sad to say, eyla dosent wanna follow me buy. tsk. :( dier ckp, " bila kau nk beli, kau tkmo nk ajak aku eh mlz aku nk layan " tk baik kan! aper punya kawan.

Last Day.

2009-05-28T06:48:00.000-07:00

Today, marks the end of my journey with borderss. it was definetly sad.. listening to all the goodbyes from closed collegues. especially managers whom i was dearly closed too.. 2 years.. and finally it all came to an end. A years back, i remembered saying. " this is just a part time job, i wont stay for long" and ironically.. after 2 years.. i was still with borders.. haha! hadi was saying this afternoon. that amongst all the shelvers. i was the last to leave. and now!? its all left for the newbies to rule! i do have to admit.borders have thought me alot. from A to Z. and i only have borders to thank.for teaching me the best in customer service.. or else.i wont be getting a compliment suchas " ur a credit to borders " * winks * 8th of june 2009 will be the start of a new journey for me. i am, excited yet scared at the same time. its scary, having to start a whole new job. meeting new people. & especially making new friends. but i bet it will be a worthwhile experiance.. sephora, please be nice. no shemales pleaseee!

On a lighter note.

Thanks to shafina, peishan, ana & clara, im am officially addicted to gossip girls!gosh! i can tell u.. its way more addictive then the hills or the city. to much daily life is booooring. and i surely recommend gossip girls to babes out there! now, i am impatiently waiting for season 2 to arrive. complimentary of sista in australia. :) its a bday gift. lame one i shud say. but! who cares!! i get to watch the no pirated season 2, instead of streaming online like budak bodoh. waiting for it to stream. and i tell you. its damn fucking slow lor.. and im just impatient to wait. soo.. decided to ask sis, if she cud merely sponser me the dvd. :)

And who am i?

That's a secret, i'll never tell.

you know, you love me.

XOXO Gossip Girl.

And i found this picture of chris brown, whilst surfing the net. gorgeous aye?

Thank you, love.

2009-05-26T03:27:00.000-07:00

Longchamp Le Pilage!

Thank you love, up there is my 20th bday present from seargent.

*all smiles* :)

Signing of Appointment Letter

2009-05-21T05:19:00.000-07:00

Alhamdullilah.. i finally got the career path that i wanna be in.. which is.. the makeup & beauty industry so.. yes! u are looking at the new face of SEPHORA.. thanks to those for believeing in me.. especially eyla, nadres & the rest.. thanksx baby! today was the day i went to sephora, to sign my letter of appointment.. and.. glad to say.. i'll be starting work/training on the 8th of june. tsk. long hours of work.. and no more friday, sat & sunday off. tsk. *sobsob*Never the matter, its something ive been looking forward to for a very long time.. it shall be a start of a new career. and it will be good.. to spread my wings.. :) im too happy to elaborate. i shall elaborate more when ive started. :) c you..

Birthday Celebration.

2009-05-13T22:37:00.000-07:00

A small birthday celebration for brother in law. :)

Happy 26th!

Pacific Coffee Club

2009-05-10T04:51:00.000-07:00

it was one perfect friday night with socialites. :)

& btw find etty in the pictures, if u can i will give you $100. :)

2009-04-28T04:02:00.000-07:00

Im missing alot of people currently.

reasons being. broke. man! this month is the worst month ever.

and the best thing is. seargant is broke too. due to his overspending on bike repairs.

tsk. now, we both have to wait for the 7th & 9th. our pay day.

yipee. its public hols this weekend. which means. a long weekend for me.

togather with seargant.

plans are.. were goin to head down to sentosa..

with his cliques for some relaxing time with the sun, sand & sea.

Work was nevertheless the same, but there are some idiotos who wud just spoil my day. tsk.

but.. nevermind.. all that matters is.. i had a gd day..

i don't have much to say actualli.. alot has been happening..

but where do i start? im outta words..

i guess time will tell by itself.

a question ive been asking myself lately.

what is love without trust? issit love? can u love without trust?

and i have yet to find the answer, someone please help me.. im confused & lost.. haix..

wads the plan for tomoro? work as usual..

but! after that im meeting dear ana.. heading down to sim lim..

to check out some gadgets that were eyeing on.. haha. im so mean..

i dragged ana into my guilt of buying

the LG KS 360. and now.. shes got her hands on buying it too.

jahat kan aku!? the moment i told her.

she was ecstatic and said " nak jadi gossip girls uh nih "

and then i bragged and bragged.. till she said.

" kau jahat ehk nura !! tsk. wednesday u have to take me to see " harhar.

seargant said " love, that is not what you need..

but what u want " u keep telling me that i should only buy

things that i need, but here you are..

buying something that u want. tsk. UNFAIR.

but.. in the end.. he let me buy it.. :)

i was sulking the whole time we were at marina sq the other day.

i eyed on the very cute roxy long sleeve. and due to luck!!

it was on 50% discount. i had to buy it.

i wanted to buy it. until... he! had to stop me!! he took it off my hands,

the moment he saw me approaching

the cashier counter! jahat kan. and after that, he had the nerve to say..

i rasa i tk jadi nk analougue watch.

ive changed my mind. i nk digital.. tsk. geram jek.. all the way..

he kept saying. u dont give me that face..

dont act all cute with me, ur not buying it.. and thats that!!

u can wait for ur pay, for all i care.

the moral of the story is. never go shopping with ur love. they'll just spoil the day.

hahahahaaha. a question ive been meaning to ask eyla?!

" eyla, are you a high maintences girl? " i know, you know. public duno larh eh.

haha * inside joke * tk paham sudaaa.. ouhh yess!!

i wonder why, but i seem to bump into alot of familiar faces these days.

i shall not name, any names..

but i know.. the other day me and sargent was at esplanade.. and didnt i realise..

i saw.. isham & ajib.. hahaha. so i quickly text isham saying " turn to ur left " but, spoil..

because he alreadi saw me first. tsk. and after that.. i text mr nadres hadi..

" && dengan semangatnye.. saying... nad! where are u? im at esplanade..

isham and ajib is right infront of me..

nad.. being the idiot that he is... replied: " pat umah, and.. its isham & syahid... not isham and ajib "

hahahaha. memalukan.. sala org.. haix.. thanx eh nad. for laughing at me.

and i also bumped into dear miss masturina at tong seng. but.. weird thing was.. i didnt even know

she was there till she texted me, " im behind you missy " haha. ouh.. yeaa.. of coz i couldnt see..

i was blocked by the giraffe infront of me.. hahahaha. jahat aku!!

well.. lets just see what other faces. i shall bump to this weekend.

till then peoples. :)

WANT WANT WANT

2009-04-24T21:58:00.000-07:00

Should i spoilt myself rotten and get this baby?

gorgeous isnt it?

TGIF

2009-04-23T22:05:00.000-07:00

This boy here, woke me up at 9am.

and said.. nura bangun, im on msn. lets giler2 on webcam.

and so i got my ass up, had my shower and sign into msn. so here it is.

our giler2 on msn.!! ruzaini...ruzaini...

*melts*

thank god, its friday. :)

NADRE'S HADI'S 21ST.

2009-04-19T19:29:00.000-07:00

It was a success. and all thanks to the boys Shahid,Ajib,Isham for makin it happen. and no thanks to seargant for soiling the suprise. nevertheless things worked out as planned. after weeks of planning. and to think, dah end.never the matter. more bdays coming soon. and to nandres hadi. jgn nk salah kan aku eh for the candles kau nye baby yg plan. so its not all me. :) makes me laugh, seeing u blow and blow mcm nk mampos eh.selenge jugak kau. haha. and thanks to ajib and the boys for finishing the cake. tk makan konon, tapi abes jugak. now lets just enjoy the pics. :)

my two forever love. plus sargent. :)

eyla, kaulah segalanya. :)

2009-04-06T21:18:00.000-07:00

♥ ily girls. may will be a good one for us. :) " i just realised that everytime a picture was takin i wud always

be beside etty. haha. :)

It's tuesday afternoon. and im at home. you must be wondering why right?

tkya tauu la. menyakitkan hati lor. im gonna start searching for a new job. grr.

anyways, moving on. it's the 7th today.. which means. keeeeeeeeeeeeeching.

dollars in my pocket. wonder how much eh. shall not go and see. wait i spend. since there

is alot of birthdays this month. im goin to be bankrupt soon.

many plans this weekend.. which i am totally looking forward to. but, weirdest thing is.

i wont be spending any with eyla babygurl. weird. ive never not spend a single friday wit her.

its always me & her every friday.. never the matter.. we're goin to meet up to plan

a secret somethin nxt week. * chuckles * you know i know eh eyla.

moving on... on the 10.04.09 will be this pantat's bday.. awww my baby is all grown up.

" tapi tk grow2 " oops. sayang you. jgn mara k. 21 eh this yr?!

nk present aper? eyla nk bagi kau kasih dan syg, aku nk bagi kau aper eh?

sayang je lah eh? kasih aku sudah diberi kepada org lain sihhhhh.

alah present tk perlu, its the thought that counts right!? u wait and see what u get ok

babyboy!? kau nye speedlight saper mau layan!? kau pikir aku anak saudagar?

$400!! giler punya anak. beli sendirik.. i gotta go, all i can say is.

i cant wait till friday. :)

moved back.

2009-04-06T19:10:00.000-07:00

THIS IS WHAT WAS POSTED IN MY LIVEJOURNAL:

now now now.

let me just say this again.

FRIENDS COME AND GO.and well. in my theory all that is true.

where is ur dignity? what is ur problem? why do u do the things u do?

and lasly wad are u trying to prove? do u realise by doing those things,

ur just makin urself look cheap.?

" kawan makan kawan" is the way to explain it. u have no moral.

all those things she did for you,u turn around and

stab her on the back.? what did she ever do to youu?

ur an idiot. yes u are.someone quoted that " ____ wont care if she looses a gf,

because she prefers male species "well i guess thats true,

u shud be ashamed of urself.. all i can say is.

u will get a taste of ur medicine one day. if not now, than later. u shud be ashamed of urself.

ps: as u can see i did not mention any names. nor did i say anythin about eyla. or anythin

that is related to her. " shameless "

To my dearest reader, if u read this.. i suggest u refer to the text on top.

and please do not forget to nicely leave me a tag, as to weather what i said made sence.

Why hello, stupid hate tagger, first thing is first. as far as i remember.

as stated as wad's in my blog, i never even mention any names.

so the question is? why are you bein defensive?

so wads written below is to nicely reply ur hatetag in eyla's blog

to nura: i think the question is what's UR PROBLEM??!!

that person has left u *****es alone...

but instead u losers are the ones who still blogs about her!!

Reply: who the hell are u referring to? did i mention any names!? * weird *

what gives u the idea that im bloggin about

the same person ur referring to? - get ur facts right!?

to nura: its true friends come n go....

she is no longer a part of ur lives anymore!!

she doesnt bother blogging bout u ppl...

but u inmature kids still do!!! so stop degrading urself by doing so...

Reply: FRIENDS COME AND GO? as far as i remember,

in the dictionary does not state that i am only allowed to use this

sentence once in a lifetime right?, by tagging with an unknown name?

dosent that make u even immature?

cummon la, if u wanna get defensive. at least own up to ur own name.

and who said i was even talking about her!? " who ever ur referring to?

"there are many human beings in this world, at least give me a name,

ur making me cluless here, and i couldnt care less

if she dosent blog about us people anymore.

so why dont u stop degrading urself first!?

to u losers: k then! since its said...it's also up to her

if she wants to go out with ppl whom eyla use to know.

havent u give a thought to y he prefer going out

with u rather than u eyla? cause ur att SUX!!!

Reply: and again i ask this question!? who are u referring to? eh!?

in the first place sape cakap kawan kau tk bleh kuar

with whomever she wishes to go out with?!

kluar lah!!

asl kau terasa sia!? now the last sentence

honestly dosent make sense, ur making a huge fuss over nothing,

and please la. stop commenting

bout eyla's attitude? do u even know her in the first place!?

and who cares if that guy ur referring to dosent

wanna go out with eyla?! " dier tk mati la. " and as for her attitude?!

HER ATTITUDE IS SPECIAL,

IN ITS OWN SPECIAL WAY. SO IF U'VE GOT A PROBLEM?

WELL DEAL WITH IT BECAUSE ALL OF US LOVE IT.

NOONE ASKED FOR UR COMMENT.

to nura & nadres: u left a tagboard here for ppl to comment!!

so HERE I AM COMMENTING TO THAT FATSO'S ENTRY!!!!

Reply: Ni aku da ader tagboard, by all means. tag me here! and

as for callin me a fatso.? " im speechless "

but honestly, couldnt care less. name calling is a primary school children's acts of fool.

which makes u a fool.

so grow up la. act ur age.

to divine: well if i could tag that fatso tagboard, i would have already done so.

and her bestfriend, i cant accept this. if i could tag her,

i would already done so. understood? and SHE, as her friend, would

Reply: AKU DA ADER TAGBOARD APER! TAG UH!

TUNGGU APER!? MONSOON?

to nura,: aiyaa. you make a big fuss over a small matter,

you aint have any power to stop her,

it's not like as if she owed you a lifetime right. besides, it's her life not yours. so yeah.

Reply: if its her life!? then why the hell are you makin sucha big fuss!?

and did i say? she owed me anythin?

and yes, i dont have the power.. and even if i did. i couldnt care less laaa.

mygod. i got better things to do and think about.

to nura: true story.yes it is 'human nature' to judge someone by their outlook but.

think again. do u actually know what happen?

you are old enough to think.

Reply: Aku penat ah, type bende sama..

to nura: the point now is, there is a limit to everything.

it is true that blog is the place for u to have a freedom of speech but at the same time,

you are in no position to label people without knowing the bestfriend, wud surely pass to her.

Reply: I think u knowing that eyla wud pass ur hate tags to

me was the smartest thing u actualli thought about.

and im not labelling, again i say....

i didnt even mention any names.? so how does that make me labelling? haix.. penat ah...

Ok, now u idiot listen to me ok.. before u wanna tag someone right? maybe u shud get ur facts right

and refer to the post, before makin urself look like sucha fool.

as i remember!? in my recent post.

there was no names mention at all!? so wad i wonder is?!

why are u bein defensive over this matter. one word that can describe ur actions...

( * kau terasa rupanye.. makan chilli eh? sbb tu rasa pedas kan? *)

so my point is, my post can be about anyone.. in singapore be it family or friends.

as i mentioned, that there was no name given, there realli shouldnt realli be a hate tag in the first place.

this world does not revolve around her!? " whoever ur referrin to " so the next tyme u want to comment on what ever the fuck is

on my livejournal. pls la.. do us all a favour and READ THE CONTENTS PROPERLY.

right now?! im in no wrong?

i did not state any names nor did i give any reason to

anyone to believe that it them im talking about,

as for? taglines like " friends come and go" & " kawan makan kawan"

i could be reffering to anyone.

and it could even be about someone u dont even know. so after reading this blog.

do u realise such embarresment that u have heed upon urself?! i guess u dont.

so the nxt tyme u wanna read my blog. i suggest u keep ur comments to urself,

unless u have a GOOD point to it..

i think i made myself clear enuf.. and aku da penat ah nk explain2.. i think u got brains right!?

so read it learn it and understand it.. i think its time u leave..

and pls. don't ever come back. unless u aint afraid to hide behind ur own image.

psst..something stinks around here, i think its trash. :) cya.!!

ps: eyla babygurl, you know we love ur attitude, so don't worrie so much.

the person whom the HATE TAGGER is referring to. is an idot for all we know. :) ily babe

SOCIALITES WORLD.

2009-04-04T21:08:00.000-07:00

lets let the pictures do some talkin.

SHOPAHOLIC DATE WITH EYLA BABYGURL;

AFTER SHOPAHOLIC, SHEESHA WITH ETTY,AMOI,DIVINE & LYANA.

Thank you girls. :)

2009-02-18T19:43:00.000-08:00

this blog is obviously rotten.

no photos, no updates.

bahhh. boringg. will be meeting eyla sassyfella tomoro.

shall updaate tomoro yeahh. for now.

toodles.

It was a great Friday.

2009-02-06T09:17:00.000-08:00

i had a superb friday. spent with the two loves. eyla and wiwy. gossip, shopping, ice cream & window shopping was great.it was a very stress free day. first it was me and eyla. went to vivo & harborfront center to do some shopping well eyla did, not me thought. we laughed we window shopped and basicaly just had a effing good time. before meeting wiwy, me and eyla decided to dine into haagen daaz for some ice cream dosage. though the amount was not much it was superbly delicious. after meeting up wit wiwy we headed off to henderson waves. lets let the pictures do the talking. :)) superb friday.

MY HP WAS STOLEN. BUTT! I GOT A NEW BABY. THERE ON TOP. AND YET AGAIN. A CHANGE OF HP NO. :( HAIX. ALL MY CONTACTS!

punggol field open picnic.

2009-02-05T04:10:00.000-08:00

In love with this song at the moment.

Brandy - Right Here

When you feel your hearts guarded,

And you see the breaks starting,

When the clouds are far departed,You'll be right here with me,

[Darkchild & Brandy]

B rock...Darkchild..

We back..You'll be right here with me

[Bridge]You'll be right here with meoh, oh

[x16]

You'll be right here with me

[Verse 1]When your life is going to fast,off the train tracks

I can slow it down,

ohjust when you think your bout to turn back

scared you might crashI'll be your ground, oh

[Chorus]Oh when you feel your hearts guarded,

And you see the brakes started,

And when the clouds above Departed,

You'll be right here with me,

And when your tears are dry from crying,

And when the worlds turned silent,

So when the clouds above Departed,

You will be right here with me,Oh oh [Repeat x10]

I will be right here with youyou'll be right here with me[Repeat]

[Verse 2]When your trapped and there's just no key,

And you can't breathe,I breathe for you,

The fire's got you down on both knees,

And the walls are closing in but I will,

Break it through,And when you feel alone,

I'm a be at home,Whenevers comes and go,You know I got you,

[Chorus]Oh when you feel your hearts guarded,

And when you see the brakes started,

And when the clouds above Departed,

You'll be right here with me,

(You'll see the sun)And when your tears are dry from crying,

crying,And when the worlds turned silent...silent,

So when the clouds above Departed,You will be right here with me,

[Bridge]I will be here right beside you,

Every step you take (yea),I will be your strength your shelter,

Shield you from the rain,[Repeat]

[Chorus](oh when you feel),

oh when you feel your hearts guarded,

and when you see the brakes started,

and when the clouds above Departed,

you'll be right here with me (right here),

and when your tears are dry from crying,

and when the worlds turned silent,

so when the clouds above Departed,

you will be right here with me,

I will be right here with you,

You'll be right here with me

It was a succesful picnic at night. pizza, chicken & pepsi. just made it even better.

scenery was beautiful, weather was calm and cold. serenity was just ahead of us.

candles didnt work out like their suppose to though. buang duit aku nadres.

lain kali takmo " macam pa " haha. more picnics please.

tomoro will be another date with these to mangkok's, it shall be fun. :)

ever since i changed my no, it have been very quiet these are the only people whom call me.

mohd dzikri, eyla sassyfella & nadres hadi. dah? if these ppl dun msg me. my cell.

will be mostly quiet. which is good in a way. save credit. everyone is busy with their own life.

dzik is busy with his driving course, eyla is busy with her manager position.

" aka bullying all the interns " and nadres hadi is busy creating problem with org punya matair.

hahaha. just kidding well, hes practically busy with his day to Civil Defence life.

things have eventualli settled down. and war no more. its all good.

work has been terribly crappo. money? don't ask. the amount i spent on f21 spree.

has burnt a hole in my pockets for this month. fat hope of seeing lotsa digits in my pay this month.

i shall suffer for the next month. and revitalise myself with my nxt pay.

something to look forward to? dinner at esmaralda on the 20th march. apparently atika wants me

to treat her as it is her bday. ok lah eh. treat laaa. " baik hati sgt " sure gonna cost a bomb.

phew! everything is alreadi planned. and were just waiting for the day to come. yeay! tk sabar.

so, mummy and daddy will be arriving this sunday. cuzzins wedding is a months time.

super xcited. alot of far away rele's are coming down to celebrate.

it shall be a great event. what else? alot of upcoming bdays.

Atika's 19th on the 8th feb, eyla's 20th on the 18th june &
nadres hadi's 21st on the 10th april & dzik's 22nd on the 19th july!

many more lah. i just cant seem to remember, and yah!! mine. 21st!? omg. im getting old.

finally at my legal age. woohoo. how shall i celebrate my bday? someone wants to have

a joint celebration, 19th & 20th july. side by side. one turning 22 and the other 21. cool shit.

tgok lah eh mcm maner. dun realli intend to celebrate as, i did a super huge one last year.

thanks to you for making it happen. :) thank u again.

2009-02-04T04:06:00.000-08:00

in just a few mins. i suddenly have a hole in my pockets. :D

just waiting for these baby's to arrive. and trust me theres more. :D

2009-01-29T19:27:00.000-08:00

ps: i'll be missing this. :(

It's time to move on a look ahead to a brighter future.

start of 2009 hasnt been that great. but all that is about to change.

we have to look forward and not look back. whats past is past. though it's kinda hard to forget.

the best we can do is try. right? yes, just try.

so yesterday was the first day back at work. 6 hrs. of utter boring. not much things to do.

due to CNY, pallets were not coming in. so did wadever we could do.

the day went on very slow! like superbly slow. but finally! 1pm came! and home time it was!

after work. nicole, haikal & me headed off to mcdonalds to have lunch.

i was so hungry i finished my whole mc spicy meal. somethin which i dun always do.

after lunch we headed off to wisma to pick up my sony ericsson K750i.

finally after a month of waiting. it was finally readi. but theres a twist to it. i didnt end up getting my old fone.

but instead! they swapped with a new K750i. bcuz they werent able to bring in the motherboard or wadvever.

so. the 2nd hp that i bought for just 180. has been swapped with a new fone.

lucky lucky me. its friday. and its my off day. and no plans! how boring. tomoro will be baby nawals chalet

at aloha loyang. thats somethin to look forward to. i will be bck with updates ok. chioa bella.

I can forgive, but i will never forget.

2009-01-27T16:50:00.000-08:00

I'm back! from 11 days in the downunder.

1 more day of a good rest and back to work. haha. but not to worry.

its just for 6 hour. and then balek. and the rest for another 3 days. so plans for 2day?

me and eyla will be heading off to mr nadres house. to have a chill out session.

as he is alone at home. and wellme and eyla are both not at work. hmm.

i have nothing to blog. daily life have been somewhat mellodramatic.

above is the picture of my bride. lawa tk?

note to you:

Not everything in this world revolves around you or your fingertips. so u cant just snap ur fingers and get what u want. learn to appreciate the friends you have, i cant just tolerate this nonsense anymore. ive raised my white flaged and surrendered.its up to you now. at the end of the day all u can do us just turn around and make ME the bad guy. when all this while I have been stading up for you. like you say " maybe i have friends whom appreciate me as their friend "well sorie lah eh, if I dun appreciate u as a friend. maybe what we did for you was not enough to show you how much we appreciated you. maybe after one week of pushing us aside, we still did our best to celebrate ur bday and gave u a b'day suprise was not enough to show you, how much we appreacitate you. if those things are not enough, well i dunno what is.its sad that our friendship has to be like this. but it is the way it is. and life has to go on. its pathetic. and no im not tryin to show my TRUE COLOURS! its a fact that its not me who dun appreciate friend like you. its you who dun appreciate friend like me. why? if u have no wrong? y dun u call me? and ask me why im acting this way? whyy? why can u still text eyla and not text me? why? ouh yah. i know why. bcuz all this while eyla is much more mature than i am right? well thank u very much lah eh. it hurts me more to think that u wud actualli say that about me! and yes im pissed off. pissed off at you. not bcuz im siding nad or whatsoever. but bcuz im sick of bein treated this way by friends whom i though care about me. i have morals as well. i have a heart too. how much more can i take? so please think! if im so bad! why the hell did i tell nad that he should be patient with you. why? why did i do all dat? all this while i tot of u a friend. and u turn around and say all these stuff about me. u know wad? ur the one who is being immature. because ur simply jumping into conclusions. u said that i said things to nad. when the fact is i didnt. u wanna hear my side of the story. then here it is. i have my own reason why im fucking pissed off at you. so u dun need to ask eyla. but instead as me, but if u dun care to ask then why should i care. if u even cared about patching this friendship up. then the least u can do is put ur ego aside and call or even text me. ive told u that all this is just a misunderstanding. but u dun care to talk about it. run! run away from all ur problems. thats all u know how to do. well guess wad! this is life! either u like it or not! live with it. this is the end of me to you. i dun wish to put eyla in the middle of this animore.and u know wad? i cant be stuffed talkin about u and the problems thats surrounding us now. so if u have a problem with me, what i say, or my blog.! come to me! dont be a woos! and text eyla! u wanna call me immature or wadsoever, say it to my face. then at least ur not lying to urself. so please lah. for once be truthful to urself.

YOU CAN SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE PON HOR.

2009-01-27T04:56:00.000-08:00

since eyla is away. me and nadres are missing her like super alot.

faster come bck lah u idiot girl!!

nih da tkder keje! tgok ah si babi nih.

2009-01-25T00:25:00.000-08:00

IVE ACCIDENTALLY DELETED ALL MY POST AND PHOTOS! WHICH IS FUCKED UP!

MEANWHILE, IM REVAMPING MY BLOG.

IF I MISSED UR LINKS! TAG AND LEAVE ME UR URL AITE. :))