which houses my mindless musings and lovely rantings, You're obviously permitted to have a look around,
but of course, itchy fingers aren't entertained - so don't take what's not yours. ;)
I'm back! from 11 days in the downunder. note to you:
Not everything in this world revolves around you or your fingertips. so u cant just snap ur fingers and get what u want. learn to appreciate the friends you have, i cant just tolerate this nonsense anymore. ive raised my white flaged and surrendered.its up to you now. at the end of the day all u can do us just turn around and make ME the bad guy. when all this while I have been stading up for you. like you say " maybe i have friends whom appreciate me as their friend "well sorie lah eh, if I dun appreciate u as a friend. maybe what we did for you was not enough to show you how much we appreciated you. maybe after one week of pushing us aside, we still did our best to celebrate ur bday and gave u a b'day suprise was not enough to show you, how much we appreacitate you. if those things are not enough, well i dunno what is.its sad that our friendship has to be like this. but it is the way it is. and life has to go on. its pathetic. and no im not tryin to show my TRUE COLOURS! its a fact that its not me who dun appreciate friend like you. its you who dun appreciate friend like me. why? if u have no wrong? y dun u call me? and ask me why im acting this way? whyy? why can u still text eyla and not text me? why? ouh yah. i know why. bcuz all this while eyla is much more mature than i am right? well thank u very much lah eh. it hurts me more to think that u wud actualli say that about me! and yes im pissed off. pissed off at you. not bcuz im siding nad or whatsoever. but bcuz im sick of bein treated this way by friends whom i though care about me. i have morals as well. i have a heart too. how much more can i take? so please think! if im so bad! why the hell did i tell nad that he should be patient with you. why? why did i do all dat? all this while i tot of u a friend. and u turn around and say all these stuff about me. u know wad? ur the one who is being immature. because ur simply jumping into conclusions. u said that i said things to nad. when the fact is i didnt. u wanna hear my side of the story. then here it is. i have my own reason why im fucking pissed off at you. so u dun need to ask eyla. but instead as me, but if u dun care to ask then why should i care. if u even cared about patching this friendship up. then the least u can do is put ur ego aside and call or even text me. ive told u that all this is just a misunderstanding. but u dun care to talk about it. run! run away from all ur problems. thats all u know how to do. well guess wad! this is life! either u like it or not! live with it. this is the end of me to you. i dun wish to put eyla in the middle of this animore.and u know wad? i cant be stuffed talkin about u and the problems thats surrounding us now. so if u have a problem with me, what i say, or my blog.! come to me! dont be a woos! and text eyla! u wanna call me immature or wadsoever, say it to my face. then at least ur not lying to urself. so please lah. for once be truthful to urself.